“Then Find Your Inspiration”

By those words I shall start my Post … A new chapter in the series of “Masks Of Life”

Those words were told to me by my amazing friend Aysha ALHouli 

Inspiration …. such a small word for what it can do . But first , let me explain to you what inspiration really means….

Inspiration : The moment that you smile after a very long period of time thinking of your next move

Inspiration : The moment when someone put his hand on your should and tells you to go for it

Inspiration : the long breath you take after a very exhausting day

Inspiration : The smile on you friend’s face , when you succeed 

Inspiration : When you hear that word that you have been waiting for , for a long time

Inspiration : When someone continues what you stopped at … Then continue it again

The Mask of Inspiration …. One of the rarest of them all … You can’t find such mask that easily. Not because it’s quite expensive .. but but but , inspiration mask needs courage to be worn , needs Wisdom to be seen , needs morality to be maintained . This Particular mask , comes with a tiny side effect , This side effect is known as …. positivity . Indeed , When you put this mask on “in case that you found one” , your whole energy will be transferred from Negative to Positive ONE . No matter how big it was , it will always be changed the magical effect of this mask . 

3 Rules to be followed in order to get this mask …. 

1. Smile

2. Look for whatever makes you productive 

3. Believe in yourself

Sooooooooo, I’m in one of my depression phases at the moment.

So Let’s talk . Sometimes , when we have this goal to achieve , this aim to reach . We do whatever it takes to get at that point . No matter what difficulties we face , no matter what problems we’ve been through. What we want is to be successful to achieve it. So , sometimes we reach a point where everything is against us . We can’t do a thing . it’s beyond our reach . too much for us to handle . We face everyone around . They call us names , dreams , silly ppl , nonsense(er) , etc …..

On the other hand , we have friends who support us , who stand beside us who blame us if we become lazy . Who advise us . But but but , there is the point that I mentioned that they can do nothing but to cheer us .

At that point , we reach this depression phase , that we see everything turn black , the future is not clear at all . You mood has been ruined like TOTALLY , not because of you but but but because you have used your mind and jumped an extra level of thinking . What should you do , why this is happening to you , and how will you get over it ….. Blackness , Blackness , Blackness…..

The Most truthful Mask of them. I just love this mask

Look at the picture above . It’s called the mirror mask from the best movie ever “Mirror Mask” . I chose it as This chapter’s mask because friendship is all about seeing yourself in the others eyes . Let’s see what is friendship all about ?

Friendship : Finding the lost pieces of you in others . By that I mean , when you have friends , you are trying to “perfectize” yourself by knowing them . as they complete you. Sooooo to be honest I didn’t have this mask for a long time . like really long time . Till June 2011. I met 4 new ppl . 4 amazing ppl that changed my life 180 degrees . They made a new me . They gave me this mask and told me . ” iMaGiNaTiOn , LOOK AT OUR EYES and see YOURSELF. ” I trusted them more than I did with anyone else . I loved them like no one else . I started to love my life with them . Becasue they are really what I was looking for . Mentors when I need them , dolls when I want to play with , Walls when I want to lean on , “huggers” when I really need a hug , lords of jokes when I really need to laugh . What should I say , What I was looking for I really have it now in my hands. Even when I want to call them , i’m really ashamed to call them friends , no , the four of you are pieces of my soul. So whenever I’m with you , I really see myself in this mask . Because this is just a reflection of me , a reflection of you , a reflection of US .

S,E,J,A I really LOVE YOU . allah la y7rmny mnkom.

Gosh , it has been a long time Since I wrote one of those chapters . However , if you wanna read the previous ones  . Just click on “Masks of life” on the right side of the page under categories.

Let’s get this thing started .

Well Well Well , 2011 is going to say goodbye . Let’s see , each year we are facing tons of situations . we are meeting new people . Saying goodbye to others . missing THAT someone who we had this dream of him/her that he/she will change our life . We have been to a disastrous life tests . Facing problems and god knows what was the result. 2011 , I hate to admit it , but but but you were one of my favorites yet one of worst. In each year , at this particular day . We sit or actually our mind sits with our memory . They have this small talk about What on earth have this person did in this past 365 days (and quarter) . Our memory will call every single input that it has since first of January 2011 . Then our mind will analysis each one of them . Categorizing them as Good , bad or Normal . For me , 2011 , started as one of the worst . On June it started to be good . July , I just love this year . August , It’s amazing . September , The amount of Love can color the whole skies with red . October , total strangers celebrated my Birthday because they love me unconditionally . November , I just love you . December ,  Let’s get this event thing done . Sooo , all in all . my mind started to categorize the events that happened in 2011 . Let’s sum them up in few words . Love , Hate , new ppl , twitter , friends , loss , Boredom , feeling lost . Useless. Genius . new hope . ETC. I lost ppl that I was dreaming to have one day . However , now I have some ppl that really love me for who I am. 2011 I love you , 2011 I hate you , 2011 Goodbye.

 

 

Your life , my life and our lives are based on the merge of two dimensions . reality and Dreams . And for those who have no idea what is reality and what are dreams let me explain first.

Reality : is what you have faced in life whether it has been felt , heard , seen and let’s say been through.

Dreams : Those ambitions , expectations , future plans . Basically every scene drawn by your iMaGiNaTiOn.

So out lives are a combination of the outcome of those two dimensions. Regardless of how is ur life is shaped , there is a question to be asked here.

what makes ur life ?

is it the dreams’ dimension or it’s Reality ?

Since there is no *Standards* to talk about this issue . This mask is shape(able) for quite reasons.

1. which dimension has the appear hand?

2. what kind of life do you have?

3. what are you facing in reality?

4. what were your dreams ? or what have you expected?

and since those answers are different from one person to another . I will tell you mine.

I’m a dreamy guy , in fact I have a P.H.d in dreaming . However , before 7 years , i used to dream a lot , if one thing failed the other will become reality. so I didn’t care about this mask a lot . in fact , I didn’t know that such thing is exist. But since 7 years , and I became a BFF with this mask for some reason . See , each time I dream of something it became the opposite not only that but I should fix it no matter what it takes. So I’m kinda exhausted from doing so . Each time I expect something to happened i get disappointed with the result cuz each time it ends with facing many problems at once and 90% of those problems I wasn’t even part of them. So , disappointment brought so much sorrow within my heart. So , I’m trying to stop being in the dreaming dimension and I should face reality . 100% reality 0% dreams. That’s my aim.

So , think about it . was ur life filled with disappointment?

 

Good Evening ,

Since Ramadan is knocking and we’ve already opened the door. Most of us will use this mask for the next month . For those souls who aren’t pure and for those who are seeking for more purification within. The Purity mask , is the most sacred masks ever known to humanity. It has been made by the merge of the sins on earth and forgiveness from heaven. It has a magical power of relieving the human soul from every pain , every sadness , every sorrow and every sin. This mask behold the keys of happiness . The keys of life itself but they are hidden within its maze. We have to look in each corner in order to find them.

One more thing , this mask is a great tool to strengthen the connection between the soul and its creator. So we should use it wisely and never ever try to remove it no matter what we face in life , this mask should be merged with our soul for eternity.

 

Life is so ironic , by the time I was preparing to write the first chapter as “mask of Happiness” But it turned out to “Crying mask” . Thank you life.

From time to time , life put us in tests , problems or some difficulties just to make sure that we are capable of continuing this journey .BUT BUT BUT  for some reason , life could be tougher than us , and I mean it . each time you try to open a new door life just put a wall behind that door . I know it may sound silly , sorrowful, pessimistic but I rather face reality and this is reality . You may not know me , I used to be the guy that was filled with happiness , thoughts and I was wise . iMaGiNaTiOn was my only true friend , it kept accompany me for the past years . but but but I think that it started to slip away from me .

*chny 6l3t barra el maw’9oo3*

we stopped at….  each time you try to open a new door life just put a wall behind that door

so you try to find a gateway to run , to have different paths . but each time , life will just stop you . So what should you do when you find yourself trapped within four walls . no imagination could help , no body could stand beside you . and at that moment , you will find that your body will call something called *Tears* . Yes , tears. Tears are the most extraordinary weapons in our body . wiser than your mind , stronger than your muscles purer than your soul and bigger than your heart . Tears are a mixture of those feelings that crossed your mind , it’s more like that your body is pressing your sorrow and let it out as small drops from ur eyes.

You cried once , you cried twice and you cried a third time on the same problem . you will figure out that you should stop this madness and face that problem. you took out all the anger all the sorrow and those bad memories of yours out of your system. and now you are able to destroy that wall and face your life one more time.

P.S : unfortunately not for me.